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Hi I'm allison, I suck at math and people don't like me. Also, fandoms and fangirls are scary.

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"I don't care anymore. I don't care if I'm supposed to love or if I'm supposed to go swimming. I don't care if nobody wants me by morning. I don't give a shit if I make a fool of myself or my mother takes everything I have. I don't care if I end up owing the world a few million dollars or multiple lives. I don't care anymore. I want to explode things and see beautiful colors that I can't see here. I want to draw the human body head to toe from memory. I don't care if I'm fat anymore. I just care about the sunlight. Not the ocean or the bears or the lakes or food or people or love or money. I only care about me. I care about my bones and my te
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Regret is a beast with antennae and claws. It feels like your chest is three feet from a fire but it's still burning you and everything inside. All your air is in a compressor and your hands shake like leaves. Skin is three miles thicker and it's loud like fog and blades of grass. It's angry, and it's sad, and it's blurry. And it's not fair, but in reality it is.
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There's no purpose to the stories I tell, there's no reason, no set values, and they don't even rhyme. There's no goal achieved by me telling you the way I feel, just an attempt to escape the crows that perch themselves on top of my organs, instead of fluttering around inside. Maybe if I tell you the way I miss your closeness, the way I miss feeling you next to me and in front of me, maybe it wall all go away, and next time it will be easier. The next time I miss you with all of my heart, and it just aches for you to re-prove your existence, it won't hurt so much. I wish I had a story to tell you, and a reason to make you stay, but I don't. S
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You've been hugged!
Spread the DA love around! (more like spam DA xD) (you can copy and paste this message on their profile!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay!
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1, On Second thought, Please give one back.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!
yo! thanks for the fave!
thanks for the fav!! :D
thanks for da watching me.
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